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16.8.08

Wow...

Things have definitely changed for me since my last post.

Still working at Red Lobster (that hasn't changed... yet), and I will be a senior this year at Nimitz High School (the schedule for my classes are as follows):

1st-German 3
2nd- Anatomy
3rd- AP Government
4th- Aca Dec
5th- Lab Aide
6th- AP Stat
7th- Senior Out!!

I'm pretty happy with my schedule except for the fact that I have NO classes with my best friend, that shouldn't happen... ever!! Oh well, I will get over it... eventually.

Moving on, my relationship status has been... interesting as of late. I go from single to taken to unsure of relationship to "cheating" back to to taken again and then single; which is where I currently stand. However through my "cheating" phase- I call it that because it wasn't as though I did anything I just felt bad for spending more time with this guy than my actual boyfriend although nothing physical ever happened between us I can assure you that. Now... the guy that I am talking to- name is JM... figure it out- he is pretty smart (like number two in our class smart), but he is very cocky (borderline narcissism), and he is a jerk (sometimes) to me. With that being said, I don't mind talking to him... although he usually ends up pissing me off and thus me having to end our conversation abruptly. I just wish he wasn't such a jerk about simple things... for example:

Yesterday I asked him about if he had heard about some parties going down that night (Friday) and he said no he had not and so we started talking about the possibility of me going (I wasn't really going to go but it was just nice conversation nonetheless). Then I asked him if he had known a guy that went to Nimitz during our freshman and sophomore years (this guy used to be my boyfriend so... yeah) because he was hosting the party that I had inquired earlier about. He then decided to cope an attitude about how he didn't know the person and that we should just forget this "shit" ever happened...

Now honestly... I'm still a little bit lost as to why he got so pissed off at me about asking him a simple question. I really have no good explanation as to why. I mean I wish I did that way I could figure out a way to fix this situation... but alas, I do not and I'm not going to cry over spoiled milk.

Boys can be such idiots.

SR09... signing out!