When you lose everything...

When you lose something... you lose EVERYTHING. It surrounded you. It became a part of you... and now its lost. Because of some stupid stipulation. I hate it. The stipulation should not exist, but alas it does. You wish you could go back... go back to the time when everything was easier and life MADE sense.

Now life is in ruins and you wish you could get a clue to how it MAKES sense. I don't want to be here. I want to go away and never come back.

But I know I can't do that. I have to wait one more year after this.

"Life sucks then you die."