Just in case anyone was wondering...
I have been doing... okay... I guess.
Aca Dec is going well, so far. As is school.
I have fallen in love...
with a show of course.
This show is called Skins...
and it kicks Degrassi's ass!!
I mean Degrassi is what Nimitz would be like if it were a show...
and rated TV-G...
Skins is what Nimitz would be like... regularly.
No cameras, unscripted, pure unadulterated teenage angst.
I love about... 3/4 characters (one I'm still on the fence about):
1. Jal- love her; I mean seriously now... great!!
2. Maxxie- I mean seriously... the man is gay but he is effin hot!! And he's straight in real life!! =]]
3. Tony- he's pretty cute... not gonna lie... but kind of a douche...
4. Chris- is straight up crazy... like one of my friends I know (drug problem and all)... hmm
So skins is my new crack (move over Twilight)!! =]]
5.10.08
8.9.08
Yeah...
So here I sit in the library with a crapload of stuff to do for aca dec and yet I am waiting patiently before I begin to do it...
I need to re-read the section for the literature exam today (I'm pretty confident I will do well... I just want to have it under my fingertips just that much more), then I have to do the study guide questions for the art exam tomorrow (which I completely forgot about!!)
Grr... I also have to finish the papers/notes that we have for Government (I didn't finish chapter 1 notes and she already assigned us some pages for chapter 2). =/
I need to study for the anatomy test we are going to have on wednesday (I think Thoppil loves putting stuff for her classes on the same days as her aca dec tests) =/...
Oh well... it hopefully won't be THAT bad...
For Stats... we have to read some pages and try to answer some questions (or at least think about answering the questions... which I think is ridiculous to be honest here).
On top of all of that...
Two of my top 5 favorite shows are coming on tonight: Prison Break and Gossip Girl... I'm so excited for those shows... That will be two hours (7pm-9pm) in which no one better disturb me and I will not even think about touching my homework...
Except for the fact that I have to go to work tonight (double =/) which means... yup... possibly another night where I get 2-3 hours worth of sleep (which if I keep getting test scores like I did this afternoon for the social science test... I won't really be complaining... that much anyways).
Oh yeah... I should probably recap what I did this weekend:
1. Had my first ever decathalon meeting on saturday... with mixed results... it was interesting/fun to hear Chumley say that I am good story teller *squee* and that my speech doesn't need that much work. =] However, the impromptu speeches... lets just say I sucked... BADLY... I mean we have 2 minutes to speak "freely" yeah... mine went for 3 and a half minutes... lemme just say that it sucked to be me at the time. Now to close out the meeting we did a super quiz relay, which was okay... I guess... I was paired up with Marcus and Marcos... which was meh... in some ways and decently well in others... they (mainly Marcos) made me go last... which kind of sucked for me because I only got two of the five questions right... but they weren't really being mean-spirited about me doing badly... they gave me high-fives and stuff like that (I did have to deal with harder questions... except at the end)... and they were cheering me on even when I got questions wrong... which I showed me a different side of them that I had never seen before (especially Marcos... Marcus... let's just say I've been seeing a different side of him since summer started).
Okay its quarter after three and I need to get started on some studying so I will finish my post out with this and update whenever I find time (which won't be until... later this week... hopefully).
PJ Brown /SR09/ signing out!!
I need to re-read the section for the literature exam today (I'm pretty confident I will do well... I just want to have it under my fingertips just that much more), then I have to do the study guide questions for the art exam tomorrow (which I completely forgot about!!)
Grr... I also have to finish the papers/notes that we have for Government (I didn't finish chapter 1 notes and she already assigned us some pages for chapter 2). =/
I need to study for the anatomy test we are going to have on wednesday (I think Thoppil loves putting stuff for her classes on the same days as her aca dec tests) =/...
Oh well... it hopefully won't be THAT bad...
For Stats... we have to read some pages and try to answer some questions (or at least think about answering the questions... which I think is ridiculous to be honest here).
On top of all of that...
Two of my top 5 favorite shows are coming on tonight: Prison Break and Gossip Girl... I'm so excited for those shows... That will be two hours (7pm-9pm) in which no one better disturb me and I will not even think about touching my homework...
Except for the fact that I have to go to work tonight (double =/) which means... yup... possibly another night where I get 2-3 hours worth of sleep (which if I keep getting test scores like I did this afternoon for the social science test... I won't really be complaining... that much anyways).
Oh yeah... I should probably recap what I did this weekend:
1. Had my first ever decathalon meeting on saturday... with mixed results... it was interesting/fun to hear Chumley say that I am good story teller *squee* and that my speech doesn't need that much work. =] However, the impromptu speeches... lets just say I sucked... BADLY... I mean we have 2 minutes to speak "freely" yeah... mine went for 3 and a half minutes... lemme just say that it sucked to be me at the time. Now to close out the meeting we did a super quiz relay, which was okay... I guess... I was paired up with Marcus and Marcos... which was meh... in some ways and decently well in others... they (mainly Marcos) made me go last... which kind of sucked for me because I only got two of the five questions right... but they weren't really being mean-spirited about me doing badly... they gave me high-fives and stuff like that (I did have to deal with harder questions... except at the end)... and they were cheering me on even when I got questions wrong... which I showed me a different side of them that I had never seen before (especially Marcos... Marcus... let's just say I've been seeing a different side of him since summer started).
Okay its quarter after three and I need to get started on some studying so I will finish my post out with this and update whenever I find time (which won't be until... later this week... hopefully).
PJ Brown /SR09/ signing out!!
16.8.08
Wow...
Things have definitely changed for me since my last post.
Still working at Red Lobster (that hasn't changed... yet), and I will be a senior this year at Nimitz High School (the schedule for my classes are as follows):
1st-German 3
2nd- Anatomy
3rd- AP Government
4th- Aca Dec
5th- Lab Aide
6th- AP Stat
7th- Senior Out!!
I'm pretty happy with my schedule except for the fact that I have NO classes with my best friend, that shouldn't happen... ever!! Oh well, I will get over it... eventually.
Moving on, my relationship status has been... interesting as of late. I go from single to taken to unsure of relationship to "cheating" back to to taken again and then single; which is where I currently stand. However through my "cheating" phase- I call it that because it wasn't as though I did anything I just felt bad for spending more time with this guy than my actual boyfriend although nothing physical ever happened between us I can assure you that. Now... the guy that I am talking to- name is JM... figure it out- he is pretty smart (like number two in our class smart), but he is very cocky (borderline narcissism), and he is a jerk (sometimes) to me. With that being said, I don't mind talking to him... although he usually ends up pissing me off and thus me having to end our conversation abruptly. I just wish he wasn't such a jerk about simple things... for example:
Yesterday I asked him about if he had heard about some parties going down that night (Friday) and he said no he had not and so we started talking about the possibility of me going (I wasn't really going to go but it was just nice conversation nonetheless). Then I asked him if he had known a guy that went to Nimitz during our freshman and sophomore years (this guy used to be my boyfriend so... yeah) because he was hosting the party that I had inquired earlier about. He then decided to cope an attitude about how he didn't know the person and that we should just forget this "shit" ever happened...
Now honestly... I'm still a little bit lost as to why he got so pissed off at me about asking him a simple question. I really have no good explanation as to why. I mean I wish I did that way I could figure out a way to fix this situation... but alas, I do not and I'm not going to cry over spoiled milk.
Boys can be such idiots.
SR09... signing out!
Still working at Red Lobster (that hasn't changed... yet), and I will be a senior this year at Nimitz High School (the schedule for my classes are as follows):
1st-German 3
2nd- Anatomy
3rd- AP Government
4th- Aca Dec
5th- Lab Aide
6th- AP Stat
7th- Senior Out!!
I'm pretty happy with my schedule except for the fact that I have NO classes with my best friend, that shouldn't happen... ever!! Oh well, I will get over it... eventually.
Moving on, my relationship status has been... interesting as of late. I go from single to taken to unsure of relationship to "cheating" back to to taken again and then single; which is where I currently stand. However through my "cheating" phase- I call it that because it wasn't as though I did anything I just felt bad for spending more time with this guy than my actual boyfriend although nothing physical ever happened between us I can assure you that. Now... the guy that I am talking to- name is JM... figure it out- he is pretty smart (like number two in our class smart), but he is very cocky (borderline narcissism), and he is a jerk (sometimes) to me. With that being said, I don't mind talking to him... although he usually ends up pissing me off and thus me having to end our conversation abruptly. I just wish he wasn't such a jerk about simple things... for example:
Yesterday I asked him about if he had heard about some parties going down that night (Friday) and he said no he had not and so we started talking about the possibility of me going (I wasn't really going to go but it was just nice conversation nonetheless). Then I asked him if he had known a guy that went to Nimitz during our freshman and sophomore years (this guy used to be my boyfriend so... yeah) because he was hosting the party that I had inquired earlier about. He then decided to cope an attitude about how he didn't know the person and that we should just forget this "shit" ever happened...
Now honestly... I'm still a little bit lost as to why he got so pissed off at me about asking him a simple question. I really have no good explanation as to why. I mean I wish I did that way I could figure out a way to fix this situation... but alas, I do not and I'm not going to cry over spoiled milk.
Boys can be such idiots.
SR09... signing out!
16.7.08
Its my world...
and everyone else is just paying the rent.
*Sigh*... haven't been on here in a while, and it feels great to finally be able to vent somethings that have been on my mind lately (not that anyone is going to read this, mind you).
Since my last post, I have completed my junior year in high school and got my second job (I "officially" quit McDonald's a while back), this time its at Red Lobster.
Now, honestly, the job isn't that bad... hell the pay is great compared to McDonald's...
However, the eye candy is seriously lacking. I mean there are two (I think) "decent" guys at my job... the rest of them can just suck it... for reasons that I wish not to delve into... another post, another day.
One of the guys that I think is "decent" is... Male #1. I won't give away names... just yet... I'll wait a little bit before I do that. Anyways Male #1 is not from this grand old state named Texas... he is from I-da-hoe (I had to make that small- and lame- joke)... and being from said Idaho... he was not necessarily exposed to the world that I was exposed to growing up (I mean, come on... I was born in a state where- now- gays and lesbians can get married there)... in other words... he had never met a black person or a mexican before he moved down here. His "life" back "home" I guess you could say was very narrow minded... what he saw on TV is what he thought (not in all instances but when it came to the description of black people and mexicans)... he said that he used to be a racist but now he's changed... which I can believe honestly because if he was really racist... he would have been spewing racial slurs from the moment he laid eyes on me and he hasn't done any of that, in fact, he has been one of the nicer servers that I have worked with. =]
Now with all that being said, in the midst of our conversation (our manager was also present for this) two black women were present (although they were not involved in our conversation, per say) and they heard every word that Male #1 had to say... and let's just say no happy faces were upon their faces... so much so that they decided to interject themselves into the conversation and begin to attack Male #1 (they did this after he left of course). Male #1, in turn, just wanted to defended himself because he can not be blamed for the lifestyle he was raised in. Which I can completely understand and respect... I just wish those ladies had listened to the conversation and not just what he had to say... because both myself and the manager were both inputting some valuable information that I think he took to the heart (or at least I hope he did).
Oh well... you really can't change everyone's opinions.
Senior `09!!... signing out!! =]
*Sigh*... haven't been on here in a while, and it feels great to finally be able to vent somethings that have been on my mind lately (not that anyone is going to read this, mind you).
Since my last post, I have completed my junior year in high school and got my second job (I "officially" quit McDonald's a while back), this time its at Red Lobster.
Now, honestly, the job isn't that bad... hell the pay is great compared to McDonald's...
However, the eye candy is seriously lacking. I mean there are two (I think) "decent" guys at my job... the rest of them can just suck it... for reasons that I wish not to delve into... another post, another day.
One of the guys that I think is "decent" is... Male #1. I won't give away names... just yet... I'll wait a little bit before I do that. Anyways Male #1 is not from this grand old state named Texas... he is from I-da-hoe (I had to make that small- and lame- joke)... and being from said Idaho... he was not necessarily exposed to the world that I was exposed to growing up (I mean, come on... I was born in a state where- now- gays and lesbians can get married there)... in other words... he had never met a black person or a mexican before he moved down here. His "life" back "home" I guess you could say was very narrow minded... what he saw on TV is what he thought (not in all instances but when it came to the description of black people and mexicans)... he said that he used to be a racist but now he's changed... which I can believe honestly because if he was really racist... he would have been spewing racial slurs from the moment he laid eyes on me and he hasn't done any of that, in fact, he has been one of the nicer servers that I have worked with. =]
Now with all that being said, in the midst of our conversation (our manager was also present for this) two black women were present (although they were not involved in our conversation, per say) and they heard every word that Male #1 had to say... and let's just say no happy faces were upon their faces... so much so that they decided to interject themselves into the conversation and begin to attack Male #1 (they did this after he left of course). Male #1, in turn, just wanted to defended himself because he can not be blamed for the lifestyle he was raised in. Which I can completely understand and respect... I just wish those ladies had listened to the conversation and not just what he had to say... because both myself and the manager were both inputting some valuable information that I think he took to the heart (or at least I hope he did).
Oh well... you really can't change everyone's opinions.
Senior `09!!... signing out!! =]
8.4.08
Don't worry...
dont' be happy =[
yeah... so I got VP of my senior class next year which is pretty exciting...
except when everyone is going to crucify you if we don't have a good enough prom
so yeah... we (as in all of the class officers) have to get on the ball and start making shit
happen... and right now... I'm really fucking tired... of all of the shit that has been going
on for the past... oh I don't know... 3 years!??!?!?!? seriously now folks... we will not be
able to raise nearly enough money that class of 08 has (ironically though... they're still
raising money to pay for their prom O.o) in less than a year... it won't happen... however
we can still have a badass prom and still have a kick ass senior year... i'm not really worried
about the haters because honestly they can kiss my ass for all i give a flying flip...
onto a lighter note...
X-squad: we have started to come up with names for each other
Me- Jerkin' Perkins
Cory- Finger Flippin' Furr
Cici- Carpetmuncher Cici
Nene- On her knees Nene
now we still have to come up with names for Devonne, Taylor and we still have to find two more other guys that want to be apart of it...
gosh... can a girl just get a break??...
oh wait i will get one... in about... oh... 5 weeks??
counting down the days til I am finished with this... =]
yeah... so I got VP of my senior class next year which is pretty exciting...
except when everyone is going to crucify you if we don't have a good enough prom
so yeah... we (as in all of the class officers) have to get on the ball and start making shit
happen... and right now... I'm really fucking tired... of all of the shit that has been going
on for the past... oh I don't know... 3 years!??!?!?!? seriously now folks... we will not be
able to raise nearly enough money that class of 08 has (ironically though... they're still
raising money to pay for their prom O.o) in less than a year... it won't happen... however
we can still have a badass prom and still have a kick ass senior year... i'm not really worried
about the haters because honestly they can kiss my ass for all i give a flying flip...
onto a lighter note...
X-squad: we have started to come up with names for each other
Me- Jerkin' Perkins
Cory- Finger Flippin' Furr
Cici- Carpetmuncher Cici
Nene- On her knees Nene
now we still have to come up with names for Devonne, Taylor and we still have to find two more other guys that want to be apart of it...
gosh... can a girl just get a break??...
oh wait i will get one... in about... oh... 5 weeks??
counting down the days til I am finished with this... =]
26.3.08
WOW!!
I pretty much don't care anymore... I don't care about VC tryouts, I don't care about my grades, I don't care about school... nothing I care about nothing...
and... honestly... I like it this way, I don't have to spaz over EVERYTHING and I can just simply... live.
Yeah... I like the sound of that...
rundown of the rest of the day and the rest of the week (including weekend)
today- got test corrections =\
thursday morning- have german meeting and then after school I have US History review session
Friday- nothing really except school
saturday- camp crew/ calculus review session...
and... honestly... I like it this way, I don't have to spaz over EVERYTHING and I can just simply... live.
Yeah... I like the sound of that...
rundown of the rest of the day and the rest of the week (including weekend)
today- got test corrections =\
thursday morning- have german meeting and then after school I have US History review session
Friday- nothing really except school
saturday- camp crew/ calculus review session...
4.3.08
The time is NOW
to vote...
I really don't care who you vote for as long as you VOTE...
our voice (the voice of the next generation) needs to be heard...
If you don't like Hillary... fine,
If you dislike Obama... okay (I guess),
If you despise McCain/Huckabee... I DON'T CARE... I just want
people to vote because I'm getting tired of (older) people saying that our generation is the stupidest generation ever... and I think that if we just go out there and vote then our voice can be heard. =]
I would vote if I could... but alas I am only 16 years old and by the time election time (for real) rolls around I will be 17... =[ but still that does not stop me from telling other people to vote so... VOTE!!
VOTE 4... OBAMA/CLINTON/McCAIN/HUCKABEE!!
I really don't care who you vote for as long as you VOTE...
our voice (the voice of the next generation) needs to be heard...
If you don't like Hillary... fine,
If you dislike Obama... okay (I guess),
If you despise McCain/Huckabee... I DON'T CARE... I just want
people to vote because I'm getting tired of (older) people saying that our generation is the stupidest generation ever... and I think that if we just go out there and vote then our voice can be heard. =]
I would vote if I could... but alas I am only 16 years old and by the time election time (for real) rolls around I will be 17... =[ but still that does not stop me from telling other people to vote so... VOTE!!
VOTE 4... OBAMA/CLINTON/McCAIN/HUCKABEE!!
29.2.08
A Post that only happens every four years...
The day where I have another day to f*ck up my life...
or redeem myself...
so far I have been f*cking my self over (right in the a$s w/ no lube... hahhahahah)
I mean I know I didn't pass that Calculus test so I'm not even going to kid myself about that... hopefully I only barely failed that way I can still possibly pass...
=[ But that probably is not going to happen...
Onto this weekend...
Tonight- chilling with Derek =] (haven't seen my baby for 2 days now =[)
Saturday- school work/off day which means more chill time with Derek
Sunday- go to work and do all homework that wasn't done on Saturday
Onto better things... the best anime (on TV right now)... is coming back in English Dubs!!
That's right I'm taking about BLEACH!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited for that show... I pretty much LOVE that show and everything about it.
Um... I trying to think is there anything else that needs to be mentioned here...
NOPE... guess not... =[
I feel no pain as my body is enveloped in comfort. =]
or redeem myself...
so far I have been f*cking my self over (right in the a$s w/ no lube... hahhahahah)
I mean I know I didn't pass that Calculus test so I'm not even going to kid myself about that... hopefully I only barely failed that way I can still possibly pass...
=[ But that probably is not going to happen...
Onto this weekend...
Tonight- chilling with Derek =] (haven't seen my baby for 2 days now =[)
Saturday- school work/off day which means more chill time with Derek
Sunday- go to work and do all homework that wasn't done on Saturday
Onto better things... the best anime (on TV right now)... is coming back in English Dubs!!
That's right I'm taking about BLEACH!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited for that show... I pretty much LOVE that show and everything about it.
Um... I trying to think is there anything else that needs to be mentioned here...
NOPE... guess not... =[
I feel no pain as my body is enveloped in comfort. =]
14.2.08
The City IS at war...
I really love that song...
its by Cobra Starship (who will probably become one of my favorite bands).
But...
the city is at war...
well... its not really a city but it holds city type values...
its my high school and I mean the time has come where seniors are getting ready for graduation, juniors are making the preps to become seniors, sophomores are getting ready for the year of their lives (junior year), and freshmen are getting used to high school...
that being said...
I am a junior... so glad too because now after this year I only have one more year before I go to Ohio State and I am just so happy that this year is about to be over... =).
But I just wish people would all calm down and get off other people's jocks... but that won't happen now will it????
Schedule for next year (hopefully):
1. German 3
2. Anatomy
3. AP Government/Economics
4. Lab Aide!!
5. Logic/Philosophy
6. VIKING CREW!!
7. SENIOR OUT!!
Hopefully I make Viking Crew or my schedule will be screwed over... and I really don't want that to happen... because although I don't want a suicidal senior year... I don't want a senior year where I'll be like... wtf?? I should've graduated earlier... but w/e
It's all good... in the hood...
its by Cobra Starship (who will probably become one of my favorite bands).
But...
the city is at war...
well... its not really a city but it holds city type values...
its my high school and I mean the time has come where seniors are getting ready for graduation, juniors are making the preps to become seniors, sophomores are getting ready for the year of their lives (junior year), and freshmen are getting used to high school...
that being said...
I am a junior... so glad too because now after this year I only have one more year before I go to Ohio State and I am just so happy that this year is about to be over... =).
But I just wish people would all calm down and get off other people's jocks... but that won't happen now will it????
Schedule for next year (hopefully):
1. German 3
2. Anatomy
3. AP Government/Economics
4. Lab Aide!!
5. Logic/Philosophy
6. VIKING CREW!!
7. SENIOR OUT!!
Hopefully I make Viking Crew or my schedule will be screwed over... and I really don't want that to happen... because although I don't want a suicidal senior year... I don't want a senior year where I'll be like... wtf?? I should've graduated earlier... but w/e
It's all good... in the hood...
6.2.08
2008... I guess??
2008 is a very interesting year for me...
1) the presidential elections will be occuring this year (I can not vote however but w/e)
2) at the beginning of the next year... I will a senior!! (chyea!!)
Now I realize that my list only comprizes of two things but still these two things are proably the most important things that can and will affect me in the upcoming years.
The election... now this election is the election that I have been focused on (granted I've only been alive for... what? 4 elections?? but still...). I think that as teenagers get older and older, we (because I am included in this) should be more involved in what goes on in our world instead of being just like OMG I can't believe this... this president sucks, blah, blah, blah. Okay? Of course the president is not going to meet the needs of EVERY SINGLE person in the United States but I think that this president (be it Republican or Democratic) will make a difference in the United States no matter how significant...
My personal preference is Barack Obama... does it have something to do with race?... Maybe... but that does not automatically determine my preference but it does influence it. It's harder for me though because I am female AND black so I have to choose... which candidate do I go for... the man that represents my color or the woman that represents me as a person? I honestly don't know... this question will something that I won't be able tomorrow or hell maybe even next year.
Senior year... the year that matters most (socially)... Prom... Senior Walk... Senior Breakfast... etc. And I have to pay for every single thing. I hate it... GOD I have to start working... again!!
=( It will be hard for me to do this but hopefully... I will be able to do it. =)
Barack Obama... FOR CHANGE!! =)
1) the presidential elections will be occuring this year (I can not vote however but w/e)
2) at the beginning of the next year... I will a senior!! (chyea!!)
Now I realize that my list only comprizes of two things but still these two things are proably the most important things that can and will affect me in the upcoming years.
The election... now this election is the election that I have been focused on (granted I've only been alive for... what? 4 elections?? but still...). I think that as teenagers get older and older, we (because I am included in this) should be more involved in what goes on in our world instead of being just like OMG I can't believe this... this president sucks, blah, blah, blah. Okay? Of course the president is not going to meet the needs of EVERY SINGLE person in the United States but I think that this president (be it Republican or Democratic) will make a difference in the United States no matter how significant...
My personal preference is Barack Obama... does it have something to do with race?... Maybe... but that does not automatically determine my preference but it does influence it. It's harder for me though because I am female AND black so I have to choose... which candidate do I go for... the man that represents my color or the woman that represents me as a person? I honestly don't know... this question will something that I won't be able tomorrow or hell maybe even next year.
Senior year... the year that matters most (socially)... Prom... Senior Walk... Senior Breakfast... etc. And I have to pay for every single thing. I hate it... GOD I have to start working... again!!
=( It will be hard for me to do this but hopefully... I will be able to do it. =)
Barack Obama... FOR CHANGE!! =)
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